i reach out & out & out but fail to touch the corner

today i changed my clothes twice because i was bored / disoriented 
from falling asleep again sometime i couldn’t remember. days yawn
& flutter their lashes hoping it would make the words appear less 
blurry. i broke off a piece off the bar of chocolate which has been lying 
in the fridge since before holi & i cannot recall its taste. indulgences taste
guilty when i fail to appreciate their luxury. i got no work done today. 
the only difference between sleeping & being awake is that when i’m asleep,
no one looks at me.