today i changed my clothes twice because i was bored / disoriented
from falling asleep again sometime i couldn’t remember. days yawn
& flutter their lashes hoping it would make the words appear less
blurry. i broke off a piece off the bar of chocolate which has been lying
in the fridge since before holi & i cannot recall its taste. indulgences taste
guilty when i fail to appreciate their luxury. i got no work done today.
the only difference between sleeping & being awake is that when i’m asleep,
no one looks at me.
